February 6th

I'm sick.... and when i'm sick, I dont' take care of myself very well. Ice cream and pepsi become a part of my diet again. Stress makes it so that I don't do what i'm supposed to do. Not only do i eat what i shouldn't be eating, but I also dont act the way i want to. I am stressed because of an incident with Quinn. i'm most definitely loosing sleep over it. that is frustrating. It's frustrating that I can't seem to allow the situation to leave me alone and that I am continuing to think about it all weekend and allow it to ruin my weekend. Plus, i'm frustrated that I turn into the big bad meany when i'm stressed and frustrated. I was able to put it aside for the game today, but otherwise, i was just upset all day long. Money is also stressing me out, and that has a lot to do with it all as well. So.... hopefully going to get to bed soon, and then be able to be a good mom in the morning.

Sick

Of course, Now i get sick.... not only do I not want to eat, but when i DO want to eat, it's not for things that are healthy. And then, no matter what i eat, my tummy hurts. I did pick up a dress for free today from Curves... they are having a clothing exchange all month, anyways, I picked up a dress, and it was a size M, and fit, and looks very very cute and sexy. I like it! Anyways, I think tomorrow i'm taking the day off from exercising, so i can try to stay well. i may even take the day off on Friday as well. i did get 30 min at curves in today, med intensity, and then the sun came out, so justin and I went for a walk.... that was nice. it was about 15 min, and lots of uphill stuff around arcata. not only was that healthy for the body, for for our relationship as well.
On another healthy note, I began volunteering today at Companion Animal Foundation.... this is healthy for the mind and spirit. so glad I did it. and, next week i'll be doing 2 days a week, for about 2 hours each time. And hopefully will be helping out in the thrift shop as well. I"m hoping that next week i'll be able to do that a little. Basically, I just clean out litter boxes and feed cats, but that is cool. It's something i've wanted to do for some time!