February 6th

I'm sick.... and when i'm sick, I dont' take care of myself very well. Ice cream and pepsi become a part of my diet again. Stress makes it so that I don't do what i'm supposed to do. Not only do i eat what i shouldn't be eating, but I also dont act the way i want to. I am stressed because of an incident with Quinn. i'm most definitely loosing sleep over it. that is frustrating. It's frustrating that I can't seem to allow the situation to leave me alone and that I am continuing to think about it all weekend and allow it to ruin my weekend. Plus, i'm frustrated that I turn into the big bad meany when i'm stressed and frustrated. I was able to put it aside for the game today, but otherwise, i was just upset all day long. Money is also stressing me out, and that has a lot to do with it all as well. So.... hopefully going to get to bed soon, and then be able to be a good mom in the morning.